Saturday, October 16, 2010
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HELLLOOOOOO !
Here to post .
Realised that i've changed ...
for the worst i guess ?
Becoming more hot tempered ,
or am i liddat in the first place ?
I wanted to treat every person nicely ...
but it seems like a daunting task that couldn't be accomplished .
Should i change back to my old self ?
What kind of person am i in the past ?
How can i possibly change myself ,
when i don't even know what i am in the past ?
Why am i always pissed off by what i see ?
I'm sorry for treating my friends this way .
I'm really sorry ...
I don't know why i react this way .
BUT ONE THING THAT I KNOW ,
IS THAT ISN'T ME .
where has my old self gone to ?
I want to change myself .
I don't want to be so detestable .
Even i hate myself now ...
I don't want to be an aloof person anymore ,
but what should i change to ?
And is changing myself that easy ?
I don't know ...